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| hey everyone wow its been a really long time since i have done this... well the only reason im writimg in this today is that i needed to write the tings that are in my mind right now.. i am really sad right now cause i just got my heart broken by someone that i really liked.. well i sorta want to write a prayer but it doesnt seem like its going to come out like that.. i dont know why this always happen to me is there something wrong with me?? y do people love hurting me.. well i had this friend that i thought i could trust but now i dont even know what to believe im soo confused and sad well more upset about this situation... i dont know what to do.. i want to forget about him but its soo hard.. i liked him alot but now i found out he likes someone else and now i feel like someone just riping my heart into peices... i dont know why this always happen to me... im soo tired of going through this all the time.. i want to cry soo much right now but i cant.. everyone is like just forget about him but its soo hard.... i am soo confused right now i dont know what to do.. beacuse at the beginning he said that he was interested in me but now i dont know what to believe.. please Lord help me get through this pain inside of me.. i am really tired of all this i dont want to go through this anymore.. why does this always have to happen to me.. i dont know what to do... man but i feel like i could have done something about it.. or said something.. ='(... well i ever find that special person for me.. he was the type of guy i was looking for but i now i guess not anymore.. he was like all the other guys that i knew... well im too upset right now and i cant think of anything else to write right now...soo i guess ill type whats on my mind more later.... | | |
| hey people wassup.. well just thouhgt i would update this thing since its the new year and all... well let me start off by saying HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!! i hope everyone had a wonderful new year.. man bu it doesnt even feel like 2007... YAY!!! all i have about 4 and a half more months intill i graduate high school... man it seems like it came by soo fast.. im soo glad that im finally graduating high school.. well i hope everyone had a good 2006 before it had ended.. well my 2007 is starting off pretty good soo far.. i hope u guys r too. well i guess thats about it for now....  | | |
| hey wassup ppl.. well just thought i would update today cause im really bored right now.. well im at church right now cause there is a church rival thing here.. hmmm.... well my has been soo stressful this week.. ive gotten in trouble soo much this week.... man everything is soo stressful these days..  .. i feel like like not living anymore and that there isnt anyone here that cares about me.. why do ppl feel sorry for me when they dont have too.... it makes me soo mad that they feel bad for me without any reason.. i wish i could find someone that will make me feel better and that someone that doesnt make me feel bad.. someone that will make me happy agian.. well i guess thats about it for now.. i will update more later on.. peace... | | |
| hey wassup ppl....
well just thought i would update agian... well we started school now.. its going by pretty great but dont like some of my classes tho... freshman friday was soo awsome... most of the freshmans had big F's all over them... its was sorta funy... man im soo glad im finally a senior... soo many of my teachers r soo boring.. they wont let us do anything.. well since we got a new principle we finally get to eat outside and do what ever we want... well thats it about school for now..
well how has everyone's week going so far?? soo many things are making me stress out lately... to many to things to think about lately... sometimes i feel.. for some reason lately ive been thinking about life... and other things too... man ive been playing this new game called wow... its soo much fun... but now i cant play it anymore cause my bro isnt here anymore soo i cant play anymore which sucks butt.. i played that game everyday too... lol..
have you ever feel like u've found that person for u.. and but u dont have the nerves to talk to that person.. or that person doesnt even notice u even if ur right in front of them.. or does but dont want to say anything too u.. or feel like they are playing with ur heart/feelings.... well sometime i feel like that... cause ive gotten hurt by soo many people and its getting really tiring... i wish this feeling would finally go away.. u know that saying all good things happen when u wait... i wish that would be coming true now cause im tired of this feeling.. i wish i could find that right person for me.. seeing all these ppl with someone makes me feel lonely sometimes cause they have someone to hold when they feel sad and have someone to talk to and is always there for each other... they seem soo happy... well i guess thats it for now... ill prob update some more later....
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| hey wassup ppl... well im gonna start xanga up agian now... well hope everyone had a good summer...how has everyone been.. man soo many ppl stopped doing xanga... well there really isnt much fun about xanga anymore everyone is doing myspace now... man i ant believe summer is almost over.. it feels like it went by soo fast.. well i went to korea this summer... it was pretty fun but the bad thing was that the most of the time it rained soo we didnt get to do a lot of things... i got to go to the world cup party that was pretty fun... but when we lost a lot of the ppl started crying and it was pretty funny.. im not trying to be mean but yea it funny....lol.. i got to go to the beach it was soo nice... man it was soo nice being in korea.. i wish i was still there... i got to see all my family that i havent seen in a long time.... now im back at home and it is soo boring now there is nothing to do... well im in knoxville right now.. i came to help my bro move and to hangout with the ppl here too... its been pretty fun here just hanging out.... man i dont want to start school... but o well im a senior now which is soo awsome.... man i cant wait till college... but i might join the air force after high school havent decided yet... i have to plan soo many thins this year... this year is going to besoo stressful... but just cant wait to graduate... man but it seems that it went by soo fast...i have no idea what college im gonna go to.. anyone want to help me choose a college to go too?? lol... man i have to take the ACT this year in which im not ready for.... well hope everyone had a good summer and that when we start shool that everyone will do well... well i guess thats it for now....
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